I Am a Rock

I am alone.

I have the most loving, caring, supporting wife, family and friends I could ever hope for, and I am reaching out as much as I know how.

But ultimate, I am alone. I am the only one that knows my pain and struggles. I am the only carrier of my demons. I am the only one that can purge the toxins and get back to some semblance of normal.

I have done it before, and will rise again. But I can only rely on myself, and I'm struggling with how to do so when I am my own worst council.

I am never alone.

But I

Am

Alone...