Baffling for Breakfast

Okay, so maybe this forum will become the recovery journal to an extent. My audience is minimal, and it's certainly better to pour it all out - which I feel the need to do - here rather than a bunch of meepy passive-aggressive Facebook statuses.

This is hard. So hard. I am walking emotional wreckage.

Seeing all my demons, coming to terms with how they affected me and others, the mortification of it all...a life of self-sabotage and kicking my own stall door open.

As my counselor has said, this is not a death sentence, and it doesn't have to get worse. And that's so true, and I am taking the necessary steps to change, get better, BE better.

Because I don't ever want to be like I was and have been again...